why why why why why!!!!!!

I dont know how to start it but i guess i have to do this anyway. I cldn't come to class yesterday. It is a very bad thing though but i had no option but fortunately or unfortunately after yesterday i came to class late and also to meet a test paper which i know i did not make the best out of. Actually i was thirty minutes late and i guess it is really disgusting. I am only praying God does sometin supernatural to enable me pass this module it has been really tough, i mean very tough but i know with God all things are possible I put sometin on the answer sheet and with that God himself will do something. Why is it that sometimes i lose focus and my principles become weak on me. Why is it that i find it sometimes very difficult to do what i want to do rather i do what i don't want to do with so much ease. Why Why Why there are lots of whys i cannot put in writing but i pray befor i get to a certain level known to just myself and my God i will have an answer to all the why's and i will now do what i want to do.

I have to learn harder and i think i have finally decided on my marriage issue if only nothing comes up later.

Database concepts is trying to push me to the wall. It looks as if i am not coping with it but today is the turning point when i get home sorry for you database concepts cos i am going to understand you to the fullest i know it is because of  the teacher taking it but that is not enough excuse for a child of the one who gives wisdom to have a problem with database concepts. Thanx just met a database Administrator by name Mr. Mensah who is ready to help with any questions i will have to ask. I guess this is a stepping stone to achieving what i said formally. I will continue on the second part of the decision on ma marriage issue.

Living in life and feeling in lyf

Lyf treats pple fairly if only one knows the tricks in it the best of this tricks is to live according to the principles that makes it worth a living. I lived ma lyf based on ma own principles and i think it has landed me in a ditch. i guess i've found the secret in living a life that is worth. i will live my life based on the principles embedded in the bible and i believe i will make it big time cos this principles do not fail all u need to do is to work on them very well. i guess failure is not an option if this principles are worked on with optimum effort put into them. Faith is one of the things which is awesome cos it does not focus on the process to achieve something but on the result cos that is what it is meant to do, to help you get to the result. Life is how you make it. just live it the way you want it to be. Genius live the life of genius and foolish people live a life of foolishness and that is why i can boldly say life is how you make it but it means more than just living it. We will continue some other time.

I have gotten over it at last

Life presents to you at times a choice very difficult to make but will be the only choice to turn your life around for the better. When it gets to that level you feel like on a crossroad and not knowing which course to take then when you make the right choice it hits back at you so hard you get emotionally stressed up but with time and constructive thinking about the decision it can be overlooked. I got stucked in that same condition and taking the right choice became hot but i made the right choice that is to break up with the one i really loved but the decision was worth it cos she was cheatin on me and getting to know it really hurt me i had to take the risk but i guess it will do more good than bad i only wish she does not regret her decision. Tanx i have gotten over it but after this experience loving again will b somethin really hard i guess the person to love does not exist and will stick to my parameters till ..............................

I love ma mum

I love ma parents and ma siblings cos they;ve proved to be worth my trust they've proved neva to let me go the wrong way they;ve made me understand that i am loved they've made me get to the realisation that life does not end until death and when it looks like it is ova you got to strenghten yourself because of the truth that more things are to come that are worth more than just someone pushing you down the drain.

Its over for good or bad

Its time i made a choice and thank God i made it. It was over btn myself  and rita on the 30th of october 2009 and this relationship started on the 10th of february 2009 all the same we had to quit cos she was cheatin on me despite the fact that i had advised her on things that can bring this relationship to an end initially i was hurt but now i am cool with it and it is even better now living without anyone to think about. I had a future for us but destiny had to tear us apart because she asked destiny for it i understand she has said yes to Richie but this has taught me what to expect from humans.

Life is really strange i have violated ma principles

I did one silly thing today and still dont know what really came over me i bought some things for a girl called lilian who i don;t really know. I met her in a more mysterious way and just for some few days and i bought some things she asked me to buy for her but i realise one thing i did that was really right i told her i have violated my principles because of her just to tell her i will not do that for her next time i would have rather liked it if i have never met her why did this happen at all it might be for me to change her cos she does not know me but asked me to buy her something what if i wasn;t a human being i cld have caused her damage and she wld have regretted that act i have to find a way to tell her that she shd change that part of her

End of ma course(Friday)

Thank God i have completed ma course and i believe i will make a good grade.
I have to also tell Rita about the situation in which i find maself this days that is things are not going on well as expected life is becoming more difficult.It takes more than just living it.

My phones put off for preventing wat the devil has in mind

It hurts me to say this but to ma blog it is lyk telling maself. My dad called me on the saturday before today and told me that a man of God has asked him to tell me to put off ma phone to prevent impending "Danger". The danger coming wasn't specific it was abstract and due to dat i had to tell some friends of mine that i was going to put ma phone off and i did. The worst part of it is dat i feel enclosed to a particular area and it hurts a lot. Most of all i can;t even talk to the one i love and i believe i will marry her.

A little saying to help myself

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From: mishiamej@live.com
To: cryp2002@yahoo.com; couragegeorges@aol.com
Subject:
Date: Mon, 31 Aug 2009 13:58:55 +0000

Mindsets are what determines what comes out of our efforts.
Battles meant to be faced irrespective of how it looks like must be faced in order to groom one to his future.
Basically be a solution to problems rather than assuming to be a problem urself.
Life is how you make it.
It takes a lot to make it and one must endeavour to go thru the lot to make it in life. Catch u on wednesday.
I will be back on wednesday
And i might be in a different mood cos as one develops certain principles it changes his mindset and the way he sees things.
Try to be unique in everything u do. Dont allow anyone to be able to predict ur next step you should lead ur life in a way that everyone expects something smaller than wat you will bring. Plan ur life and let it stand as you plan it.
Be consistent in ur decisions.
Do not allow assumptions of others to run your life.
Do not allow your emotions to eat into your decisions. Use your head rather than your heart.
Cos your heart does not follow your principles but rather your emotions.
Your mind should be set on succeeding in your principles.
Love to add to knowledge and yearn for getting more.
Silence is more than speech.
You give when you talk. Talk little and keep silence more often for you to gain than you give and you will realise it takes more than you think. Please think about these sayings. Do not think to grow lean but think to increase your knowledge base.
Shield your heart from unnecessary things that will lead to violation of your principles. I REPEAT
LIFE IS HOW YOU MAKE IT!!
Thanx for reading!!
Cudos
Jonathan.
Luv you to the max.

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Advice

Courage about yesterday's issue(Edith)
One thing i have learnt is that no matter what happens what is yours will definitely become yours that is if you don't change course from right to wrong.
Pray for God to help you focus on the future try your possible best to get over her but please be friends with her and dat will help reduce the thinking if this does not work we will do something else.
The reason for this problem is bcos you feel something for her that is you want her as a company so why don't you make friends with her to help curb part of the problem. it might look as if it is a stupid decision but i thought about it before telling you and i believe it will work as expected if backed by prayer. Thanks for your call yesterday
I am feeling very sick today i don't know why but i think it will be better b4 i get home.
Thanks Bro.

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FW: The dividing line between the rich and the poor

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From: mishiamej@live.com
To: couragegeorges@aol.com; koggyamfi@yahoo.com; emml_mollar@yahoo.com
Subject: The dividing line between the rich and the poor
Date: Thu, 13 Aug 2009 09:42:34 +0000

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The dividing line between the rich and the poor is that when times get tough the poor just find the best possible way to run away from it but the rich understands the principle that states that problems are opportunities to success and they grit their teeth and persevere.
Success is a choice we have to make.
It comes along with certain baggages and this baggages are called "PRINCIPLES".
Every successful person must have principles guiding him in fact deep principles to guides him and when he is able to go according to that discipline then he can boldly say he is on the journey of success.
I hope you will make that choice and then make it a habit to persevere whenever you are crossed with problems because problems come with their solutions in them. It takes those who persevere to find those solutions and the reward for finding the solution is success. Lest i forget you must be able to overcome your weaknesses in order to succeed. A practical example is our head pastor Mensa Otabil he is a shy public speaker but has to overcome that every time he steps on the pulpit and that has helped him succeed to a level. Hope to hear your views on success.
Catch you on the voyage of success.
i will send you guys a mail on what i have found on the hip hop "project".
Bye hommies.

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I have almost completed ma course

The feeling right now is just too much. I will try to use words to express despite the fact that it is a gross understatement. I am just too happy cos i will be finishing ma course tomorrow and above it all i have bean able to make good grades from the three that i have already written by the grace of God. i am just waiting for tomorrow cos tomorrow marks the last paper and the last day in the class of Foundations of software development.I am getting bored cos some people are trying to move the last day to monday. i pray it is done tomorrow.

C Programming

It means a lot to program in C language. It takes logic, mathematical knowledge, constructive thinking, and moving one step behind the normal way of doing things and this makes it really difficult. God help me get it done.

Success

Success is a destination it means more than just choosing to succeed but rather the ability to take certain disciplines or principles in order to succeed. I am very interested in succeeding and welcome anyone with the same motive to join me on the blog.