why why why why why!!!!!!

I dont know how to start it but i guess i have to do this anyway. I cldn't come to class yesterday. It is a very bad thing though but i had no option but fortunately or unfortunately after yesterday i came to class late and also to meet a test paper which i know i did not make the best out of. Actually i was thirty minutes late and i guess it is really disgusting. I am only praying God does sometin supernatural to enable me pass this module it has been really tough, i mean very tough but i know with God all things are possible I put sometin on the answer sheet and with that God himself will do something. Why is it that sometimes i lose focus and my principles become weak on me. Why is it that i find it sometimes very difficult to do what i want to do rather i do what i don't want to do with so much ease. Why Why Why there are lots of whys i cannot put in writing but i pray befor i get to a certain level known to just myself and my God i will have an answer to all the why's and i will now do what i want to do.